i can't get my mood to stop being passionate! aaargh!

blatantly ripped this from myself, i just wrote it on myspace and didn't feel like reiterating for a new blog... oh well

bought the newer tori amos video collection recently on amazon for a fantastic price...

watching these videos make me long for my high school years even though i hated them for the most part... i was in love with tori, loved her videos and her funny hair and lips and weird teeth... saw her a few times, she was amazing, always.

bought the new album, it's pretty good- not making me nuts or anything, but i listened a few times- definitely great to see her old videos though. tonight was the first time i ever saw the 'sorta fairytale' weirdo weirdo weirdo video with adrien brody. (i love his nose, it's great) and i definitely thought it was beyond odd...

anyway, looked up tori and she's touring now, i'm going to try to see the august 1st dc concert. figure it's a good distance away and i can weasel my way into being off, and i'd love to see tori again, she never disappointed and it's been a long time.

she's gotten a lot of flak for her plastic surgery, and i can't say i blame her for tucking or nipping or stretching, if i was rich i know i'd do it... she's had a kid and she's 45, so most famous people have at least teeny vanity issues related to age... she does look quite surprised in the photos for the last album though. maybe her face will relax a bit sometime

wow, blogging twice in many months, i'm proud of me.


still sick, btw- and had to leave work and get a freaking half point because of mom today, she's not good herself- called me at work saying that she wanted to go to a doctor, said the pain she's had chronically in her lower left back was worse than it'd ever been, and she doesn't normally complain so i was worried of course... figured i'd kill 2 birds, so we both saw someone at the breton supermed center, unfortunately it was a freaking physicians assistant who can't even prescribe narcotics, which mom needs- she hurts worse than her tramadol can handle, which was the precursor to our visit. she took to ultram/tramadol before 1 pm today- she NEVER does that.

i'm seeing a real doctor tomorrow, and she's going to try to get an appointment somewhere with one- i'm going to call around early tomorrow. this PA prescribed her muscle relaxants which i don't think she really needs, not to mention he never even asked what freaking pills she takes! HELLO, INTERACTIONS? it might be a good idea to ask someone what they are on before dosing them with something else.

all we know is that from the xrays they took today, she doesn't have pneumonia at least. and, i got a nebulizer treatment of albuterol, which did help me to breathe a bit better, even if it made me jumpy as crap...

hope we fare better tomorrow.